boracay blues
the experience that was boracay was surreal to say the least. there it was in all its beauty, the prestine white sands, the clear waters, the myriad of water sports activities you can indulge on, and the best sunset view i have ever seen in my lifetime (as yet).
but the experience has somehow left me longing and wanting. the beauty of boracay is and will always be better appreciated if you are spending it with someone special. everything beautiful in this world becomes ten times better when you share it with someone you hold dear in your heart.
i've had that feeling before... true love and all its intricacies. though the object of that true love is now a part of my past, the ideals of being in that state of romantic bliss remains pure, immensed in my whole essense. so when another inspiration came along, the glimmering flame of inspiration shed light to a heart that is very much alive but is currently in slumber. it awoke with a passion of intensity; going through the uncertainties that cloud the road of life after the storm that hailed pain and heartbreaks, chasing out inner demons of broken promises and dreams, channeling doubts and questions and making them pillars that hold faith and belief strong amidst all.
but now is not the time nor the reason to rejoice in the rebirth of the purest and most wonderful feeling of all. for no great love matters if its not shared between two hearts that believes in it. and with all that i could offer, she, the one that inspired the rebirth, cannot reciprocate because of her own pains and heartbreak that engulf her inner presence. no amount of the purest of intentions could extinguish the flames of suffering that her heart is going into...
and i, caught up in this abyss where my feelings are seemingly trapped but remains alive. for every time i am within distance of the air she is breathing, for everytime i see her and be with her, for everytime i long to be with someone, she remains an auspicious presence.
we shared moments, but moments never remain just that. it might be fleeting but its effect lasts for all eternity. and for now, my heart still breathes and every little moment with her is a lifeline that continues to refresh me with.
moments with her are always treasured... but i don't know how long i can stay longing and wanting to hold the one person's hand in the one picture on my mind. that of us walking down the white beach front with the magnificence of the sunset as the backdrop of the most wonderful experience... all in boracay.
but the experience has somehow left me longing and wanting. the beauty of boracay is and will always be better appreciated if you are spending it with someone special. everything beautiful in this world becomes ten times better when you share it with someone you hold dear in your heart.
i've had that feeling before... true love and all its intricacies. though the object of that true love is now a part of my past, the ideals of being in that state of romantic bliss remains pure, immensed in my whole essense. so when another inspiration came along, the glimmering flame of inspiration shed light to a heart that is very much alive but is currently in slumber. it awoke with a passion of intensity; going through the uncertainties that cloud the road of life after the storm that hailed pain and heartbreaks, chasing out inner demons of broken promises and dreams, channeling doubts and questions and making them pillars that hold faith and belief strong amidst all.
but now is not the time nor the reason to rejoice in the rebirth of the purest and most wonderful feeling of all. for no great love matters if its not shared between two hearts that believes in it. and with all that i could offer, she, the one that inspired the rebirth, cannot reciprocate because of her own pains and heartbreak that engulf her inner presence. no amount of the purest of intentions could extinguish the flames of suffering that her heart is going into...
and i, caught up in this abyss where my feelings are seemingly trapped but remains alive. for every time i am within distance of the air she is breathing, for everytime i see her and be with her, for everytime i long to be with someone, she remains an auspicious presence.
we shared moments, but moments never remain just that. it might be fleeting but its effect lasts for all eternity. and for now, my heart still breathes and every little moment with her is a lifeline that continues to refresh me with.
moments with her are always treasured... but i don't know how long i can stay longing and wanting to hold the one person's hand in the one picture on my mind. that of us walking down the white beach front with the magnificence of the sunset as the backdrop of the most wonderful experience... all in boracay.
posted by jones at 5:08 PM
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