talking to oneself
you done it so many times before it starts to be mechanical... going through the motions...
yet you still do it because you like doing it. you have fun. you enjoy the time. hey, no strings attached right?!
yet this time around things are not quite that simple. you have questions on your own. you have concerns about the situation. yet you still go through it.
but alas, you enjoy the company you have. you go through one story after another and the time seemed to fly so fast. you both agree to cut the day short and quit while ahead. you both made plans again.
a second, and a third comes and goes. each time you learn something different. you learn how she thinks, how she perceives things, what she likes.
you also feel great that you went for the chance to get to know her better... and that she also gave you a chance to know her and for her to know you!
a fourth comes. this is unchartered territory. it was never really written in stone but you have come to acknowledge that some things needed to be approached like a cross-road. you go one direction or you go the other.
yet you still go through the fourth not mindful that it WAS the fourth. what you just know is that you are seeing her and spending time with her again. there was no cross-road, just a continuation of the road you are passing right now.
a fifth comes. it was short but eventful. you smile just thinking about what has happened so far. it was an adventure, an unmistakable unravelling of events. it has lead you to what you have in your lips now.
the little voice inside your head tells you to not let your guard down. you would have to agree with it.
but let me tell you now: if something makes you smile then you don't let anything take it away. for a genuine smile, a smile that comes from the heart, is the one thing that gives reason to our existence.
so the ball is on your turf now... do you have what it takes to go for something that could be special?
yet you still do it because you like doing it. you have fun. you enjoy the time. hey, no strings attached right?!
yet this time around things are not quite that simple. you have questions on your own. you have concerns about the situation. yet you still go through it.
but alas, you enjoy the company you have. you go through one story after another and the time seemed to fly so fast. you both agree to cut the day short and quit while ahead. you both made plans again.
a second, and a third comes and goes. each time you learn something different. you learn how she thinks, how she perceives things, what she likes.
you also feel great that you went for the chance to get to know her better... and that she also gave you a chance to know her and for her to know you!
a fourth comes. this is unchartered territory. it was never really written in stone but you have come to acknowledge that some things needed to be approached like a cross-road. you go one direction or you go the other.
yet you still go through the fourth not mindful that it WAS the fourth. what you just know is that you are seeing her and spending time with her again. there was no cross-road, just a continuation of the road you are passing right now.
a fifth comes. it was short but eventful. you smile just thinking about what has happened so far. it was an adventure, an unmistakable unravelling of events. it has lead you to what you have in your lips now.
the little voice inside your head tells you to not let your guard down. you would have to agree with it.
but let me tell you now: if something makes you smile then you don't let anything take it away. for a genuine smile, a smile that comes from the heart, is the one thing that gives reason to our existence.
so the ball is on your turf now... do you have what it takes to go for something that could be special?
posted by jones at 11:38 PM
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