missing someone

one of my best friends recently told me that he has seen that look in my eye before... the one that he saw while i was still with my then fiancee.

he told me he hasn't seen that when i was involved with other girls between my then fiancee until now.

he said he sees my feelings rushing out and that my eyes were the dead-giveaway.
yet, i am deadpan about it. i did not think about it too much.

but now, 15 days since i last saw her, 11 days since i last talked to her, i got a significant eye-opener...

and it took a simple look at her new pictures for me to feel it, here in my heart.

i miss her. i miss her a lot. i miss her so much it hurts...